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Age: 20 School: moulmein pri aiss ajc unsw Birthday: 01/02/87
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Saturday, March 27, 2004 there are just somethings i dun understand...
y is it always difficult for someone to be confessing.. telling the person face to face wat they wanna say... y are they just a coward.. talk behind someones back.. or dun dare to confess how much they like that person.. (how much they dun like the person) it occurs to mi too.. if i'd be brutally honest... i'd be on the extremes.. with lotsa frens or with no frens at all.. sometimes its quite a hurting thing.. to say someones wrongdoing in their face.. and especially in front of a crowd.. think it'll be better to ask the person to one side.. and talk it softly.. thats if the person wanna listen.. for some after they heard.. they may blow up like some volcano eruption think this is wat im afraid of.. to this.. it hinders mi from telling all facts to some one.. and.. i think in this world.. there's no such thing as a trustworthy person.... theres always a motive in everything we do.. like say y i wanna go sch? study get good certs.. earn big bucks.. y i wanna join co? i have to .. im an appeal... anyway .. even if without the appea i'd still join.. still thinking of joining co even though im in sydney.. co is just always stuck to my head.. it never comes out of mi... dunno how and from where this passion comes abt.. maybe being in the co world.. is the link between mi and you.. so thats y i persevere in co .. its only then i got to know you.. get to see u .. get to know how you;re doing... without co.. i'll still be searching for u ... maybe yes maybe no.. humans are fickle minded.. once they say sth .. then they say sth else.. y cant they just decide on one thing... coz in this world theres such thing as adaptation.. we've to adapt to the environment... we can have things the way we want them to be.. got an event said yes.. something really important cropped up then say no.. life is full of unpredictable incidents.. one moment its looking good.. while the next moment might be a disaster hope.. when i tell u everything.. it would affect our friendship or even shrink it.. this is wat goes through in my head today ... dunno but just felt better after typing it out... *hope some miracle happens.. happens that im able to play with words.. so that at least i'd be able to talk to u longer.. and not the usual 'hi' Thursday, March 25, 2004 went to ajc to report..
then cant find my name on the list.. wait for the hod of science.. that ........... hod.. made mi wait 2 periods.. which is 1 1/2 hr... she sit inside dunno doing wat.. most probably forgot that appeal studs are waiting for her to assign class.. nvm.. anyway i get 04/04.. dunno anyone there.. gonna stick to this class for 2 yrs.. hope its gonna be a good exp.. lessons end early today 12.15 'released liaoz' went to yjc.. meet up with frens.. then followed jia wen to appeal to yjc... after that went for lunch.. kevin came along theres this guy keep pestering us to buy dunno wat ice cream voucher.. feeling irritated.. jiawen just shut him with 5 dollar note.. its that ex lo.. i dunno wats the use of the voucher too.. ya.. then went to nyjc to look ard.. i think that sch is going to turn out nice if renovation is over... anyway .. i dun like the long structure of the sch.. wanna walk from class to class takes time.. ajc... is compact.. it saves lotsa time walking.. envy nyjcians got aircon hall... harhar.... tml going to be a long day for mi.. better slp now.. if not tml fall asleep not very nice harhar.. have a nice day ppl though my feelings for u are starting to fade slowly.. just wanna let u know that.. i loved u once.... Wednesday, March 24, 2004 so happy..
during the talk on discipline in audi.. some funny number called.. i thought it was a prank.. when i took permission .. i called the number back..(hope) i recognise mr lim kok wee's voice.. felt like jumping.. but thought of i'd catch attention.. anyway ... very happy.. satisfied.... this time my final decision is to stay in spore for 2 more yrs.. ya.. sth funny though... appeal studs suppose to take 3 A levels sub.. i ask for phy chem c maths.. dun have.. i ask for bio chem c maths.. also dun have.. then he offer mi phy chem c maths and F maths... i took it.. funny funny... anyway without bio background still can take medicine ma... yea.. the 1st person i wanna tell is actually ______.. but couldnt... coz i dun talk to her on phone... so forgot the thing... anyway.. went to find my old pri sch fren.. andy williams and ahmad taufik.. chat for a while.. b4 leaving for ajc.. nice to get to meet them again... but we've to part again.. anyway got their number.. so can contact.. keep in touch yjc(some ppl only) harhar... tis shud be the happiest moment of this week... now.. ive to commit myself to ajco.. but ajco alone cant get much cip hours.. so intending to join 2 ccas... the other one is interact club.. its been my interest to do community service.. i find it fun.. 1st exp was with yu sin.. helping out the old folks.. to see them smile makes mi felt light... to those who care.. im not leaving spore liaoz.. still got 2 more yrs... till then i dun bother thinking of moving out of spore.. ajc step in at the rite time.. i almost wanna sign up for the nanotechnology in university of new south wales... lucky... means.. fate brought us to stay together for 2 more yrs.. hope within these 2 yrs.. some sparks may happen... harhar.. these are all just wishes.. dun think it'll come true.. if it does.. it'll be the happiest moment of my life.. hope so lahz **pray very hard... *i can love u like that.. i can give u the world.. Tuesday, March 23, 2004 was shaken by the sentence ajco teacher in charge said
' u have fun in yjc 1st hor.. settle down.. if got info will definitely call u' as if.. i wait like some stupid also nv call.. 2 days also i call one.. not going to call tml.. going to wait till friday then i'll decide... after friday... wait till 31st march b4 i decide again.. nanotechnology, medicine, psychology... these courses attract mi.. they're all in university of new south wales... harhar.. that means ive to fly over to sydney... maybe yjc got some attractive power.. who knows... anyway ... leave it all to 31st of march.. if i leave.. means.. gonna miss ____, geco... my close frens.. my other frens... sobz... better not think of it.. the more i think of it .. the more i cant bear to leave.. especially.. if ____ said things...... hope not.... Monday, March 22, 2004 hmm.... damn the johny...
he sux to dunno wherever can reach... the sentence ' go away, dont disturb mi' i'll remember that man... i'll remember to take my revenge too... 'friends' for 4 damn yrs... this is wat i get.. well done.. good job... payback time.... anyway ...ya YJC was boring.... so very the unlucky to go to the same class with HIM.... i left at 9.. reason to appeal.. in actual fact is went to slack... played bowling 1st... then went to town ... saw jia hui and guess who ..*drum rollx* wei ye... jia huis good fren.. harhar... oh ya.. b4 that... my phone rang.. it showed some funny number... happy mi thought from ajc.... who knows its from yjc.. the teacher ask mi y am i not in sch .. i told him lo.. to appeal to ajc.. then he say if i know result le then tell him continue to the orchard part.. limin was there too.. heeren 4th floor...tough luck buddy didnt get to see u le.. hahrar.. maybe next time got chance la.... in the end fed up of waiting.. so i gave the ajco teacher in charge a call.. he said.. he'll speak on my behalf to the principle tml.. hope it will be a success.. if not... i dont wanna stay in yjc.. so maybe sydney.. HERE I COME.... harhar.. so the choice is up to my appeal result... AJC or overseas.. spore or sydney... to leave spore.. means i need to forget _____ its a good thing that i didnt talk to ____ much.. if not it'll be v difficult to forget u... but even not talking to u .. now i wanna try to forget u.. its gonna be a difficult task... i dunno how am i gonna do it.. maybe im gonna tell u everything on the eve or departure that shud be my plan.... yepp... have a nice day ppl Sunday, March 21, 2004 had a bad day today..
coz ajco started late.. so end late... end at 3.10... then rushed all the way to AI.. for the co farewell party... which ended at 4.00 anyway .. gotta pass the cd to limin.. so reach there just in time.. 3.55... heys.. remember to give me comments on the cd hor.. my precious exilim and guess got scratches... my exilim got dents and cannot switch on.. my guess got cuts and crack on the glass........ sianz.. real bad day ... got a bit of injury on my hand.. but thats ok.. wats more heartbreaking is my exilim and guess.. damn sian..... after that went to ajco suona gathering.. 1st time i heard got such outing.. other instruments dun have.. so ajco suona de, we rox... (sticks out tongue to the rest ) hahrar... currently in ajco suona (yu yan, yin yong and me) graduated ajco suona (xiu qin amelia zi hui and one guy ... really sorry i really forgot ur name...) anyway.. to the guy.. all the best for ur NS next thurs.. have fun in tekong.. harhar... to zi hui .. all the best for ur application to ur education in australia.. maybe i'll join u over... to xiu qin.. have fun in syco... ure good liao la... no need to compare with others one... to amelia.. have fun in taking up the tution kids.. wish u a succesful future.. to yu yan and yin yong.. have a great time with mi in ajco (most important) harhar.. ya and good luck for ur A levels.. do the ajco suona proud.. live up to the name of suona.. coz we rox.. harhar... hope to have more outings with my graduated seniors.. so can get to know them better... monday gotta report to yjc... IF lets say my appeal to AJC failed.. i'll definitely without second thought go over to australia.. to those who'll miss mi... pray hard that my appeal is a success.. anyway i dun think theres such a person.. so just writing that down for fun... guess maybe i'll have to start forgetting _____ (someone) in case i really fly away to australia.. i wun be that reluctant to go.. dunno la... i'll live life as each day pass by... |
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