updates..
hmm... found the vcd of geco concert..
this brought back memories.
of the good and bad times..
listening to it..
made me feel really sorry for ruining up the concert..
my ying zhun is really unforgivable..
i know it.. coz.. the rest were good..
and i am not up to standard at that time..
of course even till now .
i dont dare to admit that im that standard..
coz im not good.
the reason y i got in on appeal .
maybe because..
i dun have a competitor for the appeal place of the same instrument..
coming back to the cd...
no wonder they either cut down or silence or minimise suona...
coz.. it really makes listening to the cd unbearable..

talking bout ge..
oh ya.. congrats to jiwei for getting his scholarship..
guess everybody would love to get one..
anyway.. i can say im quite a low profile member there..
seldom talk amongst everyone there..
just a couple of ppl.. whom i travel home on same mrt with..
i dunno whether im close to this co..
but they used to be close together..
but as time goes by..
ppl started to not to come..
im one of them..
of course.. i wouldnt dare to acknowledge myself as one of their member...
well maybe in the past..
ying zhun ... arrrggghhh
i would be like tarnisihing their name if i were to ..... be one of their member...
this is in terms of music..
nothing to do with the ppl..
coz.. they were great ppl..
nice to talk with..
often make jokes and talk loudly.. that i could hear....
hey.. not that im eavesdropping..

hmm.. i still feel that it is right for me not to go...
coz.. i dont think i deserve the place..
and im like pulling the progress of the co and their ppl..
ya.. thats wat i thought of it..
anyway..
i also wanted to say.. that people of GE..
u guys just rock.. and talented in lots of ways...
you all have overcome the shortage of time..
some stayed as far as the very east and west of singapore..
having Os and As ....
other commitments..
well i enjoy and sometimes try to enjoy those friday nights..
harhar..

off for chem.. dun want it to be like maths